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Serving up doodling through employment anxiety realness this week, featuring extremely heavy black ink bleeding through to the other side of sketchbook pages! I bought new pens okay Iβm working on it... do NOT use the Pilot G-2 07 pens on Leuchtturm 1917 sketchbook pages! The ink is super thick in a bad way on this paper.
As a Reformed Doodle-r Iβd forgotten how relaxing doodling was. Which is so funny because how did I manage math classes through school? Yeah, exactly, right next to the quadratic formula was a doodle of like... a soda can or something, I donβt remember exactly.
Other than doodling, Iβve kind of had the wind taken out from under me about how confident I am about getting another job, itβs feeling pretty impossible, and I really had to sit and think about what I can do to get by for now. I have very little audience here or anywhere for a small business, but I think that and freelancing is honestly my best bet right now. Although, in this post I included a pretty negative list I wrote earlier this week regarding freelancing, mainly about myself and my ability to compete in the market. I think, itβs okay to admit when you feel behind in your career, and admit when youβre scared, and I think that whole list was from a place of self loathing and fear. I mean, Iβm scared to take on a volunteer project...
Iβm not sure where Iβm going with telling you all this, just to say Iβm scared as usual but I have to do something or else. I hope you guys are actually feeling the luck of the Irish this month, and things are all going your way. Please pass on a little luck over here, too.
A little context on this one... I seriously for real thought flower petals would dry in a single evening. Like okay... I must have aΒ
Degree in Wishful Thinking.
Degree in Wishful Thinking.
I told my mom about the Janet Jackson songs I love and she just kept going βOh I saw that one live!β the whole time. Did the same thing when I mentioned Sade... weβre twins but she really is the cool one. Anyways hereβs one that came out when I was 2 and mine and my brotherβs presence actively barred her from seeing this one live. Sorry mom!