Diabetic Summerย โ™ก

Is somebody gonna match my freak?

Please donโ€™t match this freak I want everyone who reads this to be as healthy as possible!!! I made this little moodboard as a joke, but I kind of ate on the color story here so I wanted to post it and let everyone in on my little jokey joke!

What are everyone elseโ€™s plans for the summer besides staying cool (which we all desperately need to do, itโ€™s like a thousand suns spawned in the sky)? Iโ€™m kind of fixated on completing a few adulthood rings this year, and my biggest one is driving. My main motivator to get it is honestly not wanting to misplace my passport, since I have to carry that around for ID right now. Iโ€™d really just like a little card thatโ€™s up to date that I can pull out if itโ€™s necessary, but I do also want the freedom to operate a motor vehicle.

I plan on getting my permit in the first week of July, and then booking lessons with the town-famous Otis to learn to drive. Iโ€™ve only ever heard glowing reviews, especially from other anxious people. His lessons are quite expensive but I donโ€™t have anyone else I can learn from right now, so I think itโ€™ll be worth it in the end. Wish me luck!

Hopefully, once I have my license and feel more comfortable on the road, I can drive to the beach. Itโ€™s been a long time since Iโ€™ve seen the ocean, and the older I get the more I understand why Jane Austenโ€™s characters would flock to the sea as a cure. It really feels like Iโ€™m just floating along until the next time I see a large body of water. Iโ€™m not a huge beach person, but I do love looking out on the ocean. Top 10 pastimes, seriously.
A Song 4 U โค๏ธŽ
my friend Sheridan showed me this song a few days ago, and itโ€™s been in my mind ever since. Not even necessarily the melody or anything (although it is Gorgeous), but the lyrics, which is kinda rare for me. Iโ€™m the type of person who can get along just fine with a good instrumental and pay 0 mind to the lyrics, but this one felt timely. Iโ€™m in a process of really trying not to blame my parents for things anymore, and accept that it all happened, and now itโ€™s my responsibility to steer the ship, and this song just spoke to me. Iโ€™m trying to leave the victim mindset with the kid.ย