Diabetic Summer ♡

Is somebody gonna match my freak?

Please don’t match this freak I want everyone who reads this to be as healthy as possible!!! I made this little moodboard as a joke, but I kind of ate on the color story here so I wanted to post it and let everyone in on my little jokey joke!

What are everyone else’s plans for the summer besides staying cool (which we all desperately need to do, it’s like a thousand suns spawned in the sky)? I’m kind of fixated on completing a few adulthood rings this year, and my biggest one is driving. My main motivator to get it is honestly not wanting to misplace my passport, since I have to carry that around for ID right now. I’d really just like a little card that’s up to date that I can pull out if it’s necessary, but I do also want the freedom to operate a motor vehicle.

I plan on getting my permit in the first week of July, and then booking lessons with the town-famous Otis to learn to drive. I’ve only ever heard glowing reviews, especially from other anxious people. His lessons are quite expensive but I don’t have anyone else I can learn from right now, so I think it’ll be worth it in the end. Wish me luck!

Hopefully, once I have my license and feel more comfortable on the road, I can drive to the beach. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen the ocean, and the older I get the more I understand why Jane Austen’s characters would flock to the sea as a cure. It really feels like I’m just floating along until the next time I see a large body of water. I’m not a huge beach person, but I do love looking out on the ocean. Top 10 pastimes, seriously.
A Song 4 U ❤︎
my friend Sheridan showed me this song a few days ago, and it’s been in my mind ever since. Not even necessarily the melody or anything (although it is Gorgeous), but the lyrics, which is kinda rare for me. I’m the type of person who can get along just fine with a good instrumental and pay 0 mind to the lyrics, but this one felt timely. I’m in a process of really trying not to blame my parents for things anymore, and accept that it all happened, and now it’s my responsibility to steer the ship, and this song just spoke to me. I’m trying to leave the victim mindset with the kid.